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Ok. Revamp time.

2008-05-25T15:42:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time

Funny how time changes how we see.

Exams.

2007-08-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

Ok here's a quick one. Prelims are damn stressful ya, doesn't help when i get no breaks in between papers. thank god for the September holidays for me to study (or rather catch up). haha. Math is tml and i'm really going to fail la. Like totally hopeless alr.

Anyway, talked to Sabrina recently and i'm just really glad we talked even though it was kind of like 4 years too late! :)

Birthdays!

2007-08-09T14:38:00.000+08:00

Ok steffi's birthday came first and well here it is. Lousy pics though, hastily taken. And oh, Xy's msg was terribly funny la. Msg the birthday girl if she would like to share the cost for her own present. XD

Yup and now for Jazreel's birthday which is this Friday. But we celebrated it with loads of choir j1's and some j2's on the morning of national day eve! Yup although the cake was really damn good, credits to Nicole. but i thought we couldn't finish it b4 assembly, thankfully Celine the monster came down and brought reinforcements. XD

Sch uniform day! haha.

2007-07-21T10:34:00.000+08:00

Yes we were bored so we went out with our sch uniforms. and before that, i played interclass bball and won 32-12! :) tiring but exciting day!

Yup and our grp photos here with me suet shaun and bryan! I look terribly horrible, and everyone was tiried ya. It was so difficult to use my phone's timer mode properly. haha. nvm! we have another sch uniform outing another time! hahahaha. XD

I hate cjc's retreats

2007-07-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

Argh. Seriously Cjc shouldn't make retreats compulsory and force everyone to go. As much as they don't say force, they do. Erm i mean just look at Js's and Bp's stupid face u mean they don't have to look that says:"if u don't go for the retreat i will ____ u"? haha. So this is it. I'm definitely going all out to not go. And see what can they say if i can back my absence with an mc. what are they gonna do sue me to court for not attending a retreat that is not the least bit life changing? Or are they planning to prove to MOE that they don't give a shit about the 5 day week thingy?

More recent events!

2007-07-02T22:59:00.000+08:00

This was ice skating day with the J2's! haha. i didn't skate, and so Jun hoe, Joan and I sat outside the ring trying to communicate to them through the plastic boundary and taking pics - having a good laugh at the same time, whilst waiting for them to finish skating.

And this is Chris. Camera shy b4 we had our regs and co. outing at Sentosa.
I got sunburnt la. and thats rare, but not surprising since i haven't been really an outdoors person since i left cat high. :(

Ya and another of the highlights besides Sentosa. My best drumming buddy Bryan just turned 20! and ya we had ice cream cake, 2 Earthquakes and ALOT of fun! haha. Cat and I had a fun time ganging up against Bryan's younger bro too! haha. Yup and to top it all off a Dmgf buddy pic with Albert Bryan and Me at the arcade. :)

Ok i haven't been posting so here goes!

2007-07-01T09:15:00.000+08:00

For starters some pics that i took in Slovakia.

My fav Cafe in Sopron!

My fav knn bass =)

Erm the Food! (sorry for messing up the thumbnails haha.)

I'm back from Eastern Europe again!!!!!!!

2007-06-08T01:30:00.000+08:00

Yes back alr ya. Very good! lazy to type stuff but ya will start posting pics! (when blogger is like in a good mood XD) erm and additional info : We got a Gold! and had loads of fun! yup! chocolate coated Vanilla Truffles are the BEST!

2007-05-27T09:40:00.001+08:00

Omg, its Qibin and his lookalike! haha. His Cow balloon!

Saw this at Bread talk. I was like huh? so no i'm bread la! A Bian!

U should have seen the look on Xinrui's and Nicole's face when they saw this huge praying mantis which was as long as any 15cm ruler. XD Nic and I were snapping away though :P

And there you have it! This is no longer a boring blog! haha. I've got retarded stuff on it now muahahahahhahahaha! Anyways flying of to Slovakia in like a few days time and i've yet to start packing? haha. Gonna start today ya! :)

weee!

2007-05-24T09:57:00.000+08:00

its a few hours b4 history h1 and i've come here to destress. haha. erm, ya going thru the int'l policies and stuff isn't really making me any happier but ya. good luck to all jc1 and jc2 peeps taking Gp and H1 this week! and Jamie Lee pls get well soon! you still need to go slovakia ya! we need you! :)
i am so so so _ _ _ _ _ _

Okay time to get ready to enter the slaughter house! this is damn exciting ya????? XD

2007-05-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

Eh today effing tired la. Choir untill like siao then syf i think ah i GG alr tml still got sch need to study. :( ah heck tml need to rest alr la! The results didn't really matter to me actually, i hope everyone is ok. Lastly, Dinner was fantastic la. Was at thai express, and we finally ate alot of spicy food lol. like who cares now? for now at least haha!

.... no coments.

2007-05-05T00:34:00.000+08:00

Man Utd lost to AC Milan. haha. No comments. People think i am some idoit. No comments. People underestimate my intelligence. No comments. Yes it does get frustrating at times like this, but i guess i can live with it. Since i am not viewed as the most athletic or intelligence or studious mugger who gets all the good/decent grades. Haha, and i'm game anytime for sports, maybe my stamina was not as good as my 5hr a day soccer cum basketball sessions but i still enjoy sports. oh wells, jc life if ur cca not sports cca very hard to find kaki to play game la. :(

I will stick to my singing and drumming and be happy with what i do. Not planning to switch my blog around just coz many ppl who do not tag my board read all my rantings. I mean read then read lor, like its their problem in the first place? haha.

Eh today's Dm was good la. I managed to get a B for overthere adv la. freaking lvl80 adv song which isn't exactly very easy. hmm.. well at least i had fun with jerry,bryan ,Shawn and most importantly Aim. Man i missed that dude la. XD hrrmm... tml have choir so i shall slp now b4 i knock out tml or smth!

Ns go and die la.

2007-05-03T20:20:00.000+08:00

Wah pua cb i tell u, those admin personnel and retarded ppl ask me enlist on the 13th of Septemeber ->2007<- 2007?!?!?!? OMG WTF BBQ? i swear they are like totally gonna die la i'm gonna drop the atomic bomb on tekong! erm what a mistake ok? I HAVE A LEVELS TO TAKE! OMGOMGOMG. and check this out. "AS U DID NOT ATTAIN THE REQUIRED NAPFA TEST STANDARD, YOU WILL BE ATTENDING A 4 WEEK PHYSICAL TRAINING PHASE PROGRAMME FOLLOWED BY 9 WEEKS OF BASIC MILITARY TRAINING" and i will say FUCK U!

wah lan eh, like ask me enlist early not good enough must give me false info that i am fat and obese? i go lose weight become underweight report for u fatty ppl programme i bet your officer will get a shock ah. train 6pack for u to see make ur officers feel sad can. my tian.

ok, that felt great the customer services officer just got a crazy 18+ year old student bombarding him, that poor guy. who ask his co workers go into Ns never use brain for so long all become so stupid. oh wells thats all. shoik sia i feel better! XD

Woots jap songs FTW!

2007-05-02T21:51:00.000+08:00

星のカケラ (hoshi no kakera)
Artist: Yum!Yum!ORANGE
Mix: GFV2/DMV2

真夜中に流れ落ちる銀色の星屑
mayonaka ni nagare ochiru kiniro no hoshikuzu
暖かい夏の風が心モヤモヤ溶かしてく
atatakai natsu no kaze ga kokoro moyamoya tokashiteku

小さな頃に思い描いた
chiisa na koro ni omoiegaita
夢のカケラをどこかに忘れてきたんだ
yume no kakera o dokoka ni wasurete kita n da

* 傷ついたり落ち込んだり涙した後には
kizutsuitari ochikondari namida shita ato ni wa
きっと大事なものがなにか気付くことができるから
kitto daiji na mono ga nanika kizuku koto ga dekiru kara
見上げた夜空手をかざして
miageta yozora te o kazashite
一番遠い星つかまえに行こう
ichiban tooi hoshi tsukamae ni ikou

まぶたを閉じて伝わる満月のささやき
mabuta o tojite tsutawaru mangetsu no sasayaki
涼しげな川のほとり心模様を映しだす
suzushige na kawa no hotori kokoro moyou o utsushidasu

今までずっと遠回りして
ima made zutto toomawari shite
輝く空に気付かず歩いていたんだ
kagayaku sora ni kikukazu aruite ita n da

** 喜んだり楽しんだり微笑んだ後には
yorokondari tanoshindari hohoenda ato ni wa
きっと大事なものがなにか気付くことができるから
kitto daiji na mono ga nanika kizuku goto ga dekiru kara
見上げた夜空手をかざして
miageta yozora te o kazashite
一番遠い星つかまえに行こう
ichiban tooi hoshi tsukamae ni ikou

過ぎた月日はもう帰らない
sugita tsukihi wa mou kaeranai
だからもう一度カケラを探してみるんだ
dakara mou ichido kakera o sagashite miru n da

Long day again!

2007-04-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

Yeap just came back from choir. And had dinner with a few of the J1's at bishan. Hmmm i must say that my wanton mee can be renamed as Chilli Mee Wanton. XD Coz its chilli dominant, which accompanies the Mee and the wanton the supposed to be highlight of the dish has been overshadowed by all the spice! haha.

hmmm choir was from 5-8 today la horribly long. So yes, can't do much at all. Luckily i studied during my breaks ^^ so history is at least half covered. And i might not fail so badly haha. =X anyways, syf is really around around around the corner's corner. Ok, haha just didn't know how to make it sound really urgent. Hmm maybe i'm just to calm. AND lastly! Mr Toh is on a suaning rampage i swear. He's going nuts! =D

Long Vacation - Close to u

2007-04-29T23:23:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh this instrumental piece really brings back memories. and now i really want to watch this old Japanese series back in about 1998-200 or so? i can't recall but its really damn good.
Anyways, its back to school on Monday. And i have history test coming up. Well at least i did do my geog tut to a large extent! ^^

Drumming has been enjoyable today too. I'm improving bit by bit. =) Life's good yea, its really busy a period and hectic now but i'm gonna enjoy it la. When i go army its like everyday army talk, cfm talk untill my mouth rot or smth. I think i will do the most difficult challenge ever. Which is not to swear in army. woots. thats like wow right. i will try! XD

Still listening to the instrumental piece. ^^ Its pleasant, calming, yet stirs emotions in me. I really must watch that show again. =)

Jap music frenzy.

2007-04-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hm.. today's choir prac was long and draining, well it was supposed to be but i'm perfectly comfortable with this intensitiy. Everyone is getting nervy and all avout syf, yes this is the thousandth time i'm saying this but. I'm ok with it. Maybe used to it. But i'm still giving my all whenever i sing coz i love singing. ^^

Erm ok, i'm on a jap music frenzy now induced by nicole's share file site la. Lol! Hide, v6, Smap, Long Vacation Ost, Speed, Do as infinity, Xjapan. OMG haha all so nice la cannot tahan at all.
Tml gonna watch movie la. So long never watch movie le! XD

And here's a really nice chinese song that i just got rehooked on!

o.s.
有珍:"俊祥…"
俊祥:"有珍,我们约在这里见面对不对,
在十二月三十一号,我想起来了,那天我想跟你说的话
有珍我爱你
my memory 抱住你我找回我自己
爱没有痕迹
却是一种重量压痛胸膛
you,re far away 抱歉没能保护你
那些无助的孤单几乎放弃的绝望不在你身旁
恨不得时间能真的倒转
不曾让你悲伤不曾彷徨没有遗憾
给你温柔的手世界尽头也陪你一起走
i wanna love you forever
希望还来得及我要用全部生命爱着你
my destiny 我要好好珍惜你
那些漫长的黑夜几乎幻灭的希望不在你身旁
恨不得时间能真的倒转
不曾让你悲伤不曾彷徨没有遗憾
给你温柔的手世界尽头也陪你一起走
i wanna love you forever
希望还来得及我要用全部生命爱着你

There is nothing wrong with me.

2007-04-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

I officially declare on this little humble blog of mine : I"m Fine guys! So don't worry about me at all! :) ALSO, i wanna say a big thank u to those who were concern about me in one way or another, to Ado, Shaz, Milli, Steffi and Anne! Thank you so much. I love u girls too alright. :)

Unfortunately as much as i would like to forever hold my peace i do have to say something somehow some where. It doesn't mean that when i just shut my mouth and sit in class, when i sometimes or more than often end up dosing off means that something is wrong with me. Besides, I've said this before and I shall just repeat it ya, good friends need not hang out with each other all the time. Cheryl Lee is my good friend i see her once a week and share a sms chat of less than 5 messages every fortnight. We can still sit down and talk through about matters of the heart even though she does her usual disappearing act. Prague trip 2006 was the perfect example.

TingWei is arguably one of my best guy friends in school. I see him rarely during breaks and perhaps at history lectures. I can still pull him and talk to him when i have the time and all. same goes for many other ppl, Celine Choe, Cheryl Cher, Tricia Lim, Bryan, Joan Chin (fufu), Kang Seng and all my good old guy buddies from my professional gaming days of counter strike source. And thus i don't think any of them get irritated frustrated and wad not just coz i've distanced from them. Say i have 15 relatively good friends, and i have currently 10 friends which i hang out more often with now. Does that mean i have to split my 24 hours and devote my time to them so that i can ensure that they know fully well i am doing fine? I think not.

I don't see the real need to explain so much but well too many assumptions are being made about me. So u said u lost me, but did u care to recall the times when i stood by u? i do not seek ur forgiveness for i have done nothing against my conscience. But i can officially tell u i am over u. Completely. And even as blunt and direct we are as friends there has to be this kind of cool down period.

And so i will emphasize, I am perfectly fine and happy. And I am perfectly ok with u. I'm just living my own life and I'm not screwing it up in anyway. Don't imply so much from my daily actions. And try not to pass judgements ya? thank you so much.

Anyways! those who read this entry and get unhappy about it or wad not, here's a fact. It is u who came here, it is u who chose to read. It is u who chose to feel what u feel as well. So yes, thats all i have to say at this minor outlet for me to say what i feel. Read at ur own will. And thanks again to those whom showed concern for me ya! ^^

Syf draws closer.

2007-04-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

Yes Syf is like really around the corner ya. Everyone, almost everyone is panicking. With the exception of me, and maybe if we're lucky a few others besides Mr Toh who is still relatively calm to some extent. I know its like woah so fast and its here, and everyone thinks the preparation is not good, we're all gonna die kind of thing. But i'm not sure if its me or wad but i've been through 3 Syfs and countless competitions over 5 years with 2 choirs. i can't say i've seen it all but i'm sure i've seen quite enough to tell if we're ok or not. Silver is a possibility, but like chill Gold is not as difficult to achieve as it seems. Cjc isn't that lousy ok, otherwise i would have just walked out of the LT every practice cause its just too awful. Only one overall comment on Syf thus far, guys just don't worry and do what u can now. The last push is never enjoyable, and its tiring so get used to it and get some rest. For me ironically, i have become so numb to Syfs its just seems like another chance for me to prove to myself that i can perform under pressure. No worries.

Anyway yesterday we celebrated Jasmine's birthday ya. Gave her a big surprise and this time Chirs and I lit the candles AGAIN. yes we're like the candle ppl in charge or smth ya. got her ice cream and a shirt. then subsequently we all went to marina bay for steam boat. It was fun ya. Cynthia was doing lots of cooking, i helped her a little. And the others don't seem to know how to flip the meat ya? lol. I always end up eating the chao tar meat given by Nicole or Chris or wadeva. We went bowling too! but ya one game only, shall play more at a cheaper time slot cause $3.90 is too much. XD alrites thats all for now. ciao!

Chinese song craze!

2007-04-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

记得 - 张惠妹

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口

过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的

让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句
是我们以后的伤口

过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救

亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远

终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口

过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

I love this song la. haha. whoever wants it just Pm me!!!!!

Something really cool from celine's blog

2007-04-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

Got this from Cel's blog ya pretty cool and i shows really pleasant looking pics (to me at least, with some exceptions) :P yes i think this brightens this space up a lil! :)

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Good studying week

2007-04-15T22:16:00.002+08:00

alrite, i managed to complete all of geog. and a portion of econs. like crap haha, managed to really get down to work on friday and saturday but today? no, i just couldn't work as efficiently as yesterday and friday. anyways i've been like studying with the regs and stuff, they're like really nice ppl!

Went to Cck this morning coz studying session was designated at 1pm at woodlands. so i had time to meet up and visit the cck ppl ya. its been a while since i've been there. very busy with school and all! yup after that Chris and I met Nic and Jamie and we got down to MOS eventually to settle down and study. I managed to revise econs and help Jas and Jamie with history and geog like lol. couldn't finish writting my essay but heck!

I met up with the 2 bryans and we ate dinner at Plaza Sing, river side really has great food ya. Not bad for foodcourt stuff ^^ yeaps sch resumes tml and well i'll just do my best at everything i can and try to pay attention! (kbox craving activated!)

WEEE!

2007-04-12T21:11:00.000+08:00

I did my history essay outline which is 2 pages long today!!!!!! Involved so much reading which i haven't done in like ages? hahahaha. YEA! and i managed to get some geog reading done, i even read some case studies from lecture 3 like zomg!!! All done at bishan library which is actually a decent place to study if u can find seats, just that its really cold ^^ hahah.

And i helped Jamie and Nic out with their work and stuff ya. lols. It was a pretty much a tiring day but fulfilling day! haha. Cleared some amounts of work and i really feel good. now i can start building up my study mood! XD and this is random but. I CAN'T WAIT TO GO SLOVAKIA. :)

crappy week

2007-04-08T09:23:00.000+08:00

I'm currently doing my freaking geog essays now. And i've hardly touched econs yet. i think this coming week is really a week for me to die. seriously teachers, this is A CATHOLIC SCHOOL. Good Friday, Maundy Thursday and what not DOES NOT equate to a holiday for all. There are hundreds of Catholics and yet the workload is like =O jaw dropping. Homework plus 2 tests how about that argh. crap forget it. Just had to get this off my chest so that i'll continue choinging geog essays -_-"

And to an insensitive bunch. I actually expected much more maturity from u guys for 17/18 year olds. Whats new actually, why make things such a big hoohaa? Go do your homework instead if u all have 'nothing better to do'. i'm sure u haven't finished everything. You guys are like affecting someone else if u haven't noticed ya. Pls be more considerate. (another -_-")

Easter Vigil ended like at 11pm. i reached home and was almost mummified alr ya. and now i'm awake in the morning doing geog. what has the world come to? what happened to my week end drumming. or at least a movie? enjoyable lunch with close friends? can't believe my entire weekend is just about to end like this. Almost nothing done besides church commitments. Thank God for no choir prac today. ( i would have ponned it anyways) XD
-THE END-

Decided! everything done.

2007-04-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

Ok, after so SO SO much consideration which really gave me a big headache, and with some extensive discussion with cher, we have decided to go FOR THE SLOVAKIA TRIP. ok like omg. so now since my DM GF target is almost already there, i shall totally reduce my playing time and MUG like i never did b4 (ok, honestly i never did)

Haiya, so anyways now i shall start mugging. No more DM GF, not too much rather. Ah Bloody shit tml freaking need to go to Central Manpower Base AGAIN, to go for colestrol check up. 8Am leh!!!! really waste of my time sigh. NS here i come. :(

...

2007-03-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

I'm so just so freaking moody these days, don't know why. but i think after friday night at cck and sat at dohby. I shall just reduce and stop playing it, for a while. Hm... i shall mug tml i guess. See if i can get myself down to studying again. after a long time.

Sorry guys if i just dao-ed u or wadeva i did - show u black face. wadeva. just try to ignore my for the time being untill i feel less moody. -_-"

Boring day!

2007-03-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

Today has got to be one of the longest Sunday choir pracs. lasted till 12 and started at 9. bloody shit. anyway i managed to meet up with hoe and nicole to get some work done in Bishan library and here goes : did econs csq THE 1st QN and then omg so hard-> skipped to geog.
Finished Geog while crapping to the other 2 peeps sharing the round table with me
within a record of 15-30mins. tutorial 1 done.

Thats all! damn slack right? yes i still went down to dbg in the end. Met Bryan and Trac there, well the sessioning on GF with them on DM was fun. And i'm officially broke. Shall not spend anymore till this thursday or friday (cck friendly match)

Chatting with Charlene and Aim(pronounced as ahhh-eeem) now and well, i think my gf is probably gonna imrpove faster than anything, this is crazy!Btw i got movie craving or maybe i'm too much in a playing mood. Erm, j1's have fun with pw man. =X goodluck.

CCK all the way.

2007-03-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

Yes i have been travelling across the world to get to cck. anyways its officially ah kang's birthday so happy birthday dude! hmmm... Choir was alrite, had fun mixing around with the sops since i had ulcers on the underside of my tongue and i couldn't sing properly anways. hmm.. its tempting to go Slovakia with the choir but, wtf? my ct results are too lousy. unless i get like straight B's with the exception of math i'll never never go on a trip and make myself worry even more.

Besides that i played the long song -> Departure EXT today. lvl88 crazy shit. passed it with a B and got tons more skill point than other rubbish lower lvl long songs. I shall give another go at Departure tml and see what happens to my left wrist =D

And to end off. i'll do my best to complete all the shit load of work. -_-"

its over school is here :(

2007-03-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

in approximately and hours time the march 'holidays' will be over and then sch resumes. and bloody hell shitty pe will be conditioning and i'll be so freaking tired. ok i've done almost everything except for econs. this is crazy shit la. i guess i'll be working alot harder this term damn it. this is madness. :( who ask i everyday got choir, bloody shit and i don't even want a freaking leadership position. like wtf just leave me alone can? waste 2 days of my time. by now i would have completed everything. fools u just spoiled my week hmphz.

anyways, gotta jiayous for everything ba. no use complaining. and gonna prepare for al the coming tests and the horror of ptm. as well as the friendly match at cck for dmv3 ^^ ohwells i'll do my best in everything although it really SUCKS.

tml is ??questionmark?? day

2007-03-18T01:28:00.000+08:00

ok, am i gonna dmgf tml? no i guess. am i gonna do work tml? probably, as if i have a choice. why the hell do i have choir prac tml? argh. waste my time.

I FREAKING DON'T WANNA DO MY WORK LA. CTs ended b4 march hols for a reason. *play!* but no, homework piles up as if my one week break was 1month. sigh. so i might meet up with Joyce tml either to do work, or end up playing more coz we gave up doing work.

Yeap anyway Shaun loaded me with what he thought about the DM group and well its true, but u can't help it can u? politics happen EVERYWHERE. ar, crap in a crappy mood alr. maybe its like 1am++ and i'm so gonna zombie tml. ah heck nights.

its a retarded world after all.

2007-03-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

Ok, i've not been posting for sometime but yea. People can't think straight, yes make mistakes but not highly idiotic ones that really piss people off. Sometimes its the attitudinal problems people have which they don't realise, insensitivity or being in denial etc. its not like i'm perfect or anything to criticise people but well its just horrible how some people deal with things. and how some people try to convince themselves that they can accept things. Don't see how people just sit there say nothing absolutely nothing, and expect things to turn out fine. They probably don't know whats the difference between doing the right thing or opting for the easy way out.

Now perhaps i begin the critique of myself to atone for my 'flaming'. I'm a stupid moron and thus everyone should stay away from me. Someone like me should just remain a loner for life. Thus i've found another new circle of friends which branched out from one of the few primary school classmate - Kenneth whom i've kept in contact since primary 6, across seconday sch and now through the poly/Jc era. Its called the CCK and DBG drummania and guitar freaks gang. And no, arcade wasn't made for kids so its not childish playing an electronic drum and guitar. And as such i've met 2 bryans (nc13 & paper) 1 bryant (ah kang), Charlene, Suet, 2 Shawns (toasty and the other older one), Zariel, Juice, Nic, Hearse, yman, Jerry and Raymond. Ok, thats alot of people. ^^

Yes Joyce i know u stand up for justice for ur friends and those in need. But chill ok? This is a really frivolous sentence but its true for some cases in the short run. Somethings just can't be helped. People need to learn - and slowly. Generally speaking, just let things be the way they are naturally, aid can be given but success cannot be guaranteed. stay happy all of u dudes!

Ok, now for my DMGF section of the post. Played sailing day EXT and got an S for first try 700+ combo. Could be imrpoved to a FC. need to train stamina consistency and rolling. agility needs to be imrpoved although there is slow imrpovement in that department. DMV3 SP:801.xx GFV3 SP: 612.xx cheers! target sort of reached and it seems decent for starting serious this year. :):):):)

what a holiday

2007-03-12T11:28:00.000+08:00

Yes, been hanging out with the dmgf gang but ive done some hmwk to go with it as well to justify my playing haha. ^^ hmmm... trying to hit 800sp without using longsong and non-stop. but then i'm at 779, like wth la 21 more points that is sosososo, impossible.

Going for tuition with joyce later in the day. Hope that it'll be fruitful a lesson ba. alrite i shall go train my Dm skills to hit 800sp and 600sp for drums and guitar respectively. jiayous for geog hmwk too (its really a chore)

Busy holiday schedule.

2007-03-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

zomg so much homework already, and today we accumulated more homework of sorts from ms lee and ms wang aiya die la. anyways i managed to do one ONE ONE essay outline for geog. i shall complete at least a DRQ tml to lessen my work load as choir is like omgwtfbbq so many practices this holiday, AS if i will make much of a diff.

Okay anyways i had s retarded stomach ache for two days. i highly suspect that it might have been inherited from chris lol. oh wells wasted 11 dollars on my stupid cab fair. the lady driver says sorry, and normally most -> correction ALL of the taxi drivers whom i have met usually ask: so whats the usual fare? she says sorry way b4 on the JAMway and then tadah at school it was freaking 11+ bucks and i took out 10 and she waited -_-" omg la fucking over priced can? take to yishun from hougang than got this kind of kpkb price lor. AND my taxi "queue" got cut 2wice. FUCKING 2wice. i tell u they have no consideration for others. fuck lor i never cut ppl queue why must ppl do this to me. u need to go work and in a hurry coz u lazy, doesn't mean u deny a boy who needs to go sch coz he had a stomach ache in the morning and he still needs to open the classroom door for his classmates. Not as if ALL of them appreciate it. next time they abuse me i'll just lock their stuff in. always wasting my time. think i wake up early come sch open door for nothing is it? make so much fucking noise in class also. think i sit down there diam diam means one day u over piss the class off i won't beat the hell out of u just coz u are girls? just watch lor.

Ok, wah song i feel damn song typing all that shit. bloody hell of a stomach ache which caused my whole day to turn topsy turvy. sigh. alrite there's still a bright side to everything. this week i managed to S several lvl60+ songs i promised myself which i would S. ^^ best one was a surprise S for Plastic umbrella which is like lvl67 with rolling sequences. woot! current SP stands at 771/800 800sp here i come! RAWR!

Freaking bored.

2007-03-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

I'm sure all the peeps who've got over and done with common test feel the same way. Its so slack that its boring. Arcading for so many days straight is getting boring also. in fact it is. shall play less and improve more hopefully -_-" guitar skills are getting better day by day but drums are so so so stagnant. shall stick to trying to S most of those lvl 60+ songs and trying new and retarded jazz songs and other odd ones that have not been played.

Anyways besides arcading in the morning with namely Bryan, Shawn, Bertha and Hariyama, i went to metro with a portion of my $500 voucher in search of new stuff that i could get with Tiffy. We looked around the limited and small Paragon metro and found the possibility of getting a wallet, and perhaps the Armani spray. Oh well, it was better than lazing around at home although we walked round the place for like 4 times. XD

Had dinner with Don and Tiff afterwards and well got somethin to pass to Anne from Don tml. Oh well, CT results are coming back but heck. I'm just so gonna die. The thought of it kills my mood for anything. grrrr. ok tml gonna go to town(AGAIN) to slack around then i shall slowly salvage my math conditions =D

Gonna shut myself from the rest of the world for the time being cause i feel like doing so. U don't get the world to agree with u on how u think all the time. so why bother. I'm gonna lead my contented life no matter how much a bore it is. ^^

so freaking sian after CT

2007-03-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

after the common tests i've just been slacking eating DMGF-ing and nothing else. Damn i gotta do something more interesting. like DMGF tml away as well? =X ok anyways i have the urge to go shopping but no time la. and talking bout renovating my room i haven't gone to ikea to order my stuff as well. ah its such a bother. -_-" i wish i could just DMGF away all day. and that i could study in poly too. i really really hate mugging in cjc as much as i am pressured to do so. :(

Ok, current fav song on DMGF is endless cruising, its just so nice :) i like normal songs with nice tune. maybe i shall go gay around with jazzy or instrumental songs that no one ever ever ever plays. that would be veryvery interesting ^^

I'm looking forward more to monday, i think it'll be better with a little sch life as much as its inrritating and frustrating to receive results of my dreaded exams. oh wells. i guess its still DMGF after trying to find alternative methods to kill time XD

tml siao liao

2007-02-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

AIYA common test GG le la. If can pass everything ah i go become monk liao lo. haix just do what i can ba! muggin is not my kind of thing -_-

commontest NOT

2007-02-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

ok it is coming but heck! common test ain't my life. i'll study sure but after that its just enjoying life while i can actually do so XD DM SP 724/800 GF SP 390/600 well lets see how fast i can improve on DMGF while i freaking study. i mean its kind of a motivation for me to finish studying so that i can actually play ^^ i managed a B for memories EXT lvl 75 today and it ain't too bad i guess. i shall play more gay songs to up my sp and well for my guitar i'll hit the 400sp mark first then later then talk lol. for my studies just mug and see what happens. XD

please tell me how the shit do u prepare for common test during the new year -_-"

2007-02-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

wah ok totally cannot study la but thats freaking besides the point. I'm seriously considering playing DMGF tml but yea wadeva lets see if i can wake up early ya? haha. hmm.. Anyways today mass started earlier and its not too bad la coz i got to go home earlier and yeaps its good. I ended up having the steamboat all to myself cause everyone ate their fill ^^ lots of meat for the new year! XD

Well hope tml i will be in a better mood i guess. The chinese movie on Channel U was good too ^^

Slacking into the new year hols.

2007-02-17T13:10:00.000+08:00

HAIYA why ah i cannot bring myself to study yesterday and today. COMMON TEST IS HERE ARGH!!! ok anyways this sucks la, i hate studying but i have to si bei sian can. i think i shall start with human geog first, then i'll finish up with my history so i can revise next week. i hope i can pass it all. my math is in shambles, and i'm ever so lousy in econs. damn it.

My DMV3 skills suck and so does my GF i wanna try DDR but mine sucks alot too. oh well its all for fun huh, i guess i'll take my time to slowly improve no hurry. anyway going out makes me study more than staying home. At least i deleted all my games yea, so i don't think about gaming anymore(one less worry off my 'work' load). Hmm... ok gtg ba! maybe i shall go dohby tonight or something tml i will study! i will!

hmm.. sian ah!

2007-02-17T00:58:00.000+08:00

My stupid DM skills are so mediocre like wth la. My rolling sucks shit. sticks flew yesterday and today and well, what i can i say i suck! haix. oh well i shall go train guitar a little more then go back to drums as well. i wanna try ddr too anyway the multi purpose konami card works for it too ^^

Had sessions with Jerry, Bryan, Toasty, Zariel and yea. it was damn fun! the guitars are both working fine and sessions are so much more enjoyable now. thanks to all those who tanked me thru the game XD now my guitar is approaching 300sp while my drums are rotting away at 71x.xx sp. argh! oh well i shall study tml get things going. GET GOING! XD

Valentines Day! ^^

2007-02-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

Its a great day to receive chocolates, honey-melted-on-cornflakes and yes ALL the sweets in the world. I got nice jelly from sam lee, nice pretzels made by QiMin, Tolberone from both Chris and Polar(cheryn) separately to name a few. Andrea's cookies were pretty good too. So now i'm having a sore throat XD.

Hmm... i got everyone the same mass product but hey its not bad right? Rosel don't worry ur present is not nobody want then i give u one =D. A special someone got a special something which was delivered from Mak Jun Hoe pte ltd on the 5th floor due to unforseen circumstances and for security(or rather secrecy reasons) lol. I hope u had a pleasant surprise. ^^ Thanks to all of u for ur nice memos and all NOT to forget, ANNE! i love the hairband although it was pure coincidence that its the same one as Joyce's but who cares! haha. I have my own now! (to put it to good use i better start cultivating a longer than normal fringe but not to long! =D)

I played some DM 9th mix today after studying out which was definitely more productive than at home. Managed to get some econs in my head for tml's CSQ test. Haix i hope i dun forget stuff and answer out of point again. Looks like econs is my worst subject besides math. :( but anyway! i got S for a lvl63 song! YAY improvement from a previous score of B (a while ago). And i managed to catch on some parts of DANCE FOR THE FUTURE and i'm starting to enjoy my rolling training already. snare->green tom->red tom YAYNESS!

post valentines

2007-02-13T21:27:00.000+08:00

yes spening time on valentines day presents. considering i did nothing last year =X i think its not too bad la. i mean its the thought that counts right? ^^ i hope everyone likes their presents :) yep anyways Albert and Joel are oth on the same flight to Australia so cool right. haiya. their flight at 11pm so well, i can't do anything bout it. just wish them all the best and go there and have fun with their DMV3 machine with no e-amuse and battlemode =X

Yeap and now i'm speaking to Jerry at the same time talking bout my lousy drum rolls cause of my weaker left hand coordination. oh well, i better train everything la - studies and drum. Choir isn't top priority now although i do my best during every prac. XD hmmm back to presents and econs la sian SIAN!

too slack

2007-02-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

ok its a fun but slack weekend. so much for trying hard to study this year huh. was successful only for a short period of time, looks like the slacker spirit in me will always be there. ok i asked jojo like what work do we have and i realised that i did none NONE. except for reading up on my csq test this week which is like i'm still gonna die for so i better know all ALL of my stuff by tuesday means hardcore mugging so that wednesday i don't need to go last minute and panic. sometimes i just wished that i went to poly, that way i have more time go army 20years old so what?

Alrite, i went to bugis to slack today and last night was the last day albert and the DM gang are gonna play together as a group and take photos. he's going aussie liaoz oh well, this DM gang is pretty fun la just that i have to spend less time with them already since i have to live my JC LIFE (yucks). If i was in poly (IF), oh whatever lets drop it. ok back to reality i'm gonna part time drum and full time study already common tests are around the corner and i'm not going down without a fight. ^^

average shopping/studying/drumming day

2007-02-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

oh wells today was alrite. Managed to grab whatever time i had to read up on history contextual knowledge so that i won't die badly tml. hopefully i can just do enough to pass! ^^ Anyways jojo joyce rosel and i went to IKEA today to eat and shop. we also went on to queensway to shop pretty cool place for a person who enjoys shopping/window shopping sportswear. Well, we found a cheap and worth our money shirt printer for ISC! YAY! only i managed to keep a straight face when the guy quoted the price. Joyce and Jo went nuts. >_<

yea, and i went drumming after that. was an ok day ba? i S-ed this lvl58 song 83%, not too bad cause i overcame the rolling part which is rather long a roll. hmm.. battle mode? not so good. Freaking system matched me with a 1000SP-er when i'm only 670sp -_- AND IT WAS CHOCOLATE PHILOSOPHY EXT AGAIN! i swear i'm gonna improve and own them back i tell u. but 27wins and 15loss is not too bad for someone my standard huh? i shall stay at b3 class and own da noobs till i improve more ^^

lastly. JOYCE CHAN please take good care of yourself ok? don't use what 以毒攻毒 method liaoz ok? not doing u much good. Rest well yea :)

hmm...

2007-02-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

Its a perfectly ok day for me today. I mean besides being furious at the japs winning me on DM battle mode, as well as the probability of having CCA on thrusday as a make up for Wed, there's nothing big troubling me. (maybe the math test is an exception)

There latest update is 5 of my good friends are in a bad mood/sian/depressed/angry/how about a mix of confuzzling emotions to sum it all up. I guess tough patches and trails come along and well its not easy but i'm sure all of u will feel much better after u all grow stronger out of it. I can't say much for privacy purposes but well, i'll keep u all in my prayers! ^^

Now about me, i'm guilty of studying today and i revised math can u believe it. i mean there's a test tml so well lol not that surprising. i'm also guilty of drumming today but what the heck? i finished up 2topics of math before rewarding myself :)

我知道目前一切似乎很不容易，但你一定要坚持下去啊！我一定会为你而祈祷。^^

retarded days!

2007-02-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's events was mainly,

Going to church choir prac.
Drumming while waiting for Celine and mum to finish shopping
Reaching skill point level of 650+
Studying at Celine's house as TP library was totally packed
Had yummy dinner at Celine's place and went home.

Today was seriously retarded, more retarded than laughing my head off with choe. Alright for the Merci Chocolate joke on Rosel please refer to joyce's blog, i think we should crack more jokes la. The one that i made me laugh non-stop was when Joyce was totally random and said: "u know 10years later if i'm not attached and u are not attached i will marry u" , ok maybe it doesn't seem funny, but the only reason why i couldn't control myself was not cause i was delirious or something. its the fact that its the first time joyce said that she will marry someone XD SEE? there's progress, unless she turns lesbian or smth la. =X

Ok, i went drumming after managing to get a little something out of math studying. really shitty and tired today though, met kenneth and suet and the rest of the drummania gang at the arcade. talked a little watched some pro drumming for a little and then home! and TADAH! i'm blogging ^^ hope tml will be ok i guess, i'm actually looking forward to playing volleyball for some reason :P

what more could i ask for?

2007-02-01T23:18:00.000+08:00

I had history consultation after school, tried to do some read up which i eventually completed some important contextual knowledge portions. I'm not sure if my memory is good enuff to remember it next week still =S hmm.. after that changed and went down to dohby x-zone with hoe, and omg joyce u called me at the totally wrong time! lol! just for ur info, i was playing against some other guy online through the new v3 machine challenging him songs - he might have been playing from hokkaido, taipei, hongkong who knows where? lol. cool huh? so thats the new battle mode on drum mania v3 and i'm lovin it :P

Saw suet, ck and some other familiar faces at the arcade which i can't exactly remember all their names just yet =X nvm! i'm going back there again tml after choir and well, i expect more peeps to be there though XD in fact i better start improving my guitar freaks lol, its pretty bad a skill point for me. 把一切放在脑后吧！其实能当你要好的朋友也不错，不必再担心了亲爱的朋友，我会慢慢地把它放下的。 ^^ 我很爱你。

日出之前請將悲傷終結

2007-01-31T23:45:00.000+08:00

日出之前請將悲傷終結

詞 : 王中言　曲 : 中西圭三　編曲 : MING

好久不見你的笑臉　是誰讓你整夜都不能睡
你不再關心明天　消失在朋友面前　心疼著你的轉變
愛情裡面受傷在所難免　這種滋味不難體會
但是哭泣不該是　始終不變的情節　為何你還如此深陷
日出之前請將悲傷終結　美麗的心交給美麗的人撫慰
用陽光蒸發眼淚　讓感覺隨風飛　勇敢地　再愛一回
你說愛情讓人疲倦　他總讓你心碎在每一夜
捨不得忘掉昨天　留不住溫柔感覺　只有任憑愛憔悴
一定有人等著與你相遇　把你的夢用心寶貝
但是你得睜開眼　這樣你才看的見　應該屬於你的一切
日出之前請將悲傷終結　美麗的心交給美麗的人撫慰
用陽光蒸發眼淚　讓感覺隨風飛　相信我　真的愛　你一定會遇見
日出之前請將悲傷終結　受傷的夢還有機會讓它實現
只要你不再拒絕　愛自己多一些　有一天　你會了解

明白了吧？就让我们的友情简简单单的存在着吧！

HEYHEYHEY NO "POK"!

2007-01-31T21:31:00.000+08:00

LOL the inspirational title came from the youtube recording which ting wei asked me to listen/watch. Damn funny and racist, i kind of lost the link but well, it was basically this racist prank by some bo liao guys on the ah neh(Indian) at R.K Eating House at s'goon gardens well, it wasn't fantastic but its been a long time since i've heard something like this XD

I'm really trying to get my history done but i'm too sian to do it. Its like so chim la! :( and s'pore vs thailand is kinda boring although the singaporean fans have done us proud. Full stadium for the kallang's last stand before its demolished :( oh well, hope s'pore wins although i don't have 100% confidence =D

Ok, s'pore won a dramatic first leg by 2-1. congrats lions :) 我的心是碎了。但我会勇敢地面对这一切。就这样算了吧。

Unproductive day -_-

2007-01-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

I did NOTHING today cheers! haiya feel like some freaking slacker, i mean thats it lor i totally feel like making up for my laziness today, not easy but i'll do my best XD Kbox was Kbox as usual and i quite enjoyed it just that my energy level drops after choing-ing lots of high range songs :S

Pretty much ok a day bah. I half-slept during the bioethics talk, and besides that i'm quite proud that i payed attention throughout econs today! :) haiya sometimes i just wish that my econs can be like my history and geog liddat, don't work so hard also can manage average grades. =D looks like i have to do it the hard way then :( and my math is "wonderful" ^^ bb for now off to the DM forums!

Doing work, and feeling lethargic today.

2007-01-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

Yeap title says it all i'm like tired even though volleyball for PE was fun :) Actually it was more like Shaz and Tiff spent the lesson laughing at how awkward ah neh looks when he palms the ball while lunges forward even though he's supposed to be a digger XD But i'm quite certain that well all had fun rite :P

I think i didn't on my drumming mood today. Whatever i was supposed to get A for i got B whatever i'm supposed to get B for i got C. HAIX. Only can S those 40+ songs and Full Combo Innocent world zzzz. PLS let me improve ahhhhh :(

After wonderful PE - volleyball game, Joy and i went to TP central to get some work done. We both finished geog, i kickstarted my history by getting some reading done while she finished her gp reading i think. Oh well, i wasn't allowed to stay and watch my fav team Man Utd play in the FA Cup highlights shown on Mac's wide screen tv but oh well, its ok :) 我今天的确是有点累，但还是很开心能陪伴着你。虽然话说得不多，但真得很开心。这起我坦白了^^

Tml, is kbox day i really miss singing like some mad man, joy is suffering from kbox withdrawal symptoms too so yea its singing day tml! :D

     身邊
   坐在你的身邊是種滿足的體驗
   看你看的畫面　過你過的時間
   天也晴了　花也開了　微風也沉醉
   雖然你不說話　卻也早已萬語千言

   分分秒秒顯得清澈又珍貴
   只有你才能給我這種感覺
   不管心多疲倦　夢想還有多遠
   有你陪伴一切都無所謂

   我要陪你擦拭每個昨天
   相片日記書籤　有暖意慢慢浮現
   我要用默默的體貼　讓你睜開雙眼
   看見昨夜夢想都實現

   我也願意幫你打掃房間
   把身體好好鍛鍊　好讓你覺得安全
   讓你記得我的優點　無論任何時間
   對我非常想念　非常想念

   我也願意幫你打掃房間
   把牌技好好演練　陪你母親打八圈
   為你寫下盈淚詩篇　感覺就像觸電
   才會對我想念　非常想念

我不介意关心你多一点，只要有你的陪伴就很满足了。：）

回答

2007-01-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

我非常明白你无法给我一个令我满意的答案。 But it doesn't really matter does it? 这是我的决定，不是像上一次一样吗？我还是坚持下去对吧？其实，不管发生设么事我还会依然守候着。感情的是没有对错，只要你能坦白地说出真话就行了吧？若每一件事都得管对错，都必须跟着性情走，那么感情的价值就被贬值了吧。只要一切别太复杂我就很开心了。还得感谢你啊 :)

09.忘詞

詞曲:阿信

嗯嗯搭啦我又忘了
我應該應該應該應該唱什麼我應該應該應該應該怎麼作

嗯嗯搭啦想起來了
我好像好像好像好像應該說我好想好想好想好想對你說

在你的面前我就變得很笨拙就像是一個不斷忘詞的歌手
我練習過彩排過這個時候卻又說不出口
你你的溫柔感動了我我忍耐太久內傷太重
在這一秒我一定要說就算失敗也不沈默

你你的溫柔感動了我我忍耐太久內傷太重
在豁出去的那一秒鐘卻又忘詞我噢噢噢

上一句好像是有關你的形容下一句好像希望你能答應我
我練習過彩排過這個時候卻又說不出口

上一次我真的忘词，我答应你，我会尽全力不让你失望。

a long sunday

2007-01-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

I DMV3-ed today wahahaha. I FullCombo-ed a new song which was lvl56 i think? lol first time play somemore quite happey and surprised as well (duh I'm noob). 91% for the win! ^^

Had to deal with pretty personal stuff today - haha shall not elaborate much, but well i think i'm feeling a little better now. up-ed my skill point for DMV3 to about 300+ i think? lol not too bad for a day's effort and for only playing it for the second time XD

Alrite i'm sending a mayday song to Andrea now and chatting with joyjoy, and NOT forgetting i just officially made myself known among the Dohby Drummers hello world! i love u!!!! LOL bb!

我到底是谁

2007-01-28T10:45:00.000+08:00

Watched Borat yesterday, Onimusha at night (freaking lame CG movie lah cb lame story line and director skills) and drummed quite a deal. Cheryl sent me a recording of her band which has Xiao An and some other es-CJC peeps in there. Darn the music is good and the drummer rocks too (Melvin). Makes me feel like forming a band or smth but i know i'm not good enuff at all. oh wells.

Doing geog in the morning and i have yet to touch history and math just yet. Bloody shit, life without gaming is good but am i really more productive? or am i just making myself believe that i am working more cause i game less. Pls dun use the drumming thing against me, i go into the freaking arcade put the credits in finish it and go home, no loitering and what not. Less than 1.5hours all the time never exceeded before! Yea imagine me gaming Counter strike, wtf lor some scrim 45mins-1hr plus time wasting cause got problems here and there. And if i play 3scrims a day? wtf thats almost 2-3hrs and i probably won't do work after that. Ok, i managed to convince myself that this is for a better lifestyle. 可是我最近好想迷失了方向。

I chatted with joan aka fufu on msn a while ago. She also plays less CS already and now is working for this really cool furniture store which is WAY high end, Italian goods u see. =X Haha she has to work 9 months to by a sofa there and have some spare change, freaking crazy. Anyway she's like going for her second degree and thus studying part time - at least she knows where she's going. 我呢？我到底在做设么？

With my itunes music in shuffle mode i shall try to complete my geog at least before even attempting to go drumming or anything. Its a lonely sunday, and my math will be in shambles. fuck it.

I AM FAT

2007-01-27T01:06:00.000+08:00

hi Tyra this post is specially for u coz u said that u are me (fab) on the newpaper(26/1/07 paper), so does it mean i am fat? lol. Aiya heck today was just school - econs test (fucked up) - and then Choir which lasted for damn long and first time in history marcus sweared so openly LOL. super funny pls.

Drummed at Hougang Mall 10th mix and Kovan Superbowl 9th mix. Not bad la lvl54 S and lvl 60 S grades. lol. tired le and jun hoe is gay nites!

PTM - THE SECOND COMING

2007-01-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

Countless "good evenings" parted from my mouth.
I never smiled so much in year 2007 for being tired.
Why some idiotic htcs have to pangseh us?
Thats one of the reasons why i said the most good evenings this evening.
I was the only one at the PAC entrance untill some other guy came along (late)

Choir was more productive, i felt obliged to do something for sectionals since i've been given a title which i don't really want or need. But then again its nothing i can't manage, its my bread and butter after all. Oh well, tough life huh? for those who are suffering at a greater magnitude than me, god bless and be strong. IN fact lol, i'm still quite contented with what things are? haha. So yeap, 99% dead and using 1% to keep me going.

Tiffy told me to get some food to eat aka supper? lol. I decided to term it as night snacks instead, darn i ran out of sweetened drinks oh well, fatty snacks should do. And thus, at 10:52pm Giam is officially eating banananannanas and drinking iced water. ^^ not to forget, i'm listening to Sun Yan Zi too :)

Talking to Tiff and Joyce now, ok i'm typing pure bullshit but yea i shall end here. i pray....

PTM -_-

2007-01-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

Had ptm today, my dad didn't go but well what the hell i still had to go la. NVM. Its ok! Yep, had dinner with joyce jojo rosel and jun hoe, the usual bunch la. We went shopping around fareast for some "rosel" accessories but to no avial XD (its ok we'll find them soon rosel!)

Okay PTM wasn't too boring after all brother paul really knows how to sabo the JC2s, but well i'm immune! I'm not having social circle problems, i'm quit gaming on my own accord and i do talk on msn, but i do my homework. The only hurdle left is the common test week like zomg, what a hurdle especially for math. Its like asking a person to scale the Himalayans or smth.

Some positive stuff:

I had company during ptm (joyce & her mum, plus amelia,dad & twin sis infront, and not forgetting ado who was nearby too ^^)
I'm studying geog and hope it'll help me tyco some gd marks tml
I'm enjoying my Chinese pop and i got Mayday's new cd from joyjoy.
I'm gonna satisfy my thirst by drinking ice-ed water lol.

Ok, i shall get my glass of water now. wahaha. hope tml goes well then!

Survey results!

2007-01-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are 62% Grown Up, 38% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.
Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

OKAY SAYSAYSAY! My survey results seem to be quite alike with Celine's omg, but thats only for the second maturity survey steady the pompipi lah! Alrite its quite accurate actually dunno how these survey peeps come up with so much nonsense. lol. Hm, i got S for Breakdown and Happyman EXT today! WOOHOO! finally getting S grades for lvl 58-65 songs really happy ^^ oh well, thats all for today i guess :) one last addition to round it off ^^

Your Seduction Style: The Dandy

You're a non-traditionalist, not limited by gender roles or expectations.

Your sexuality is more fluid than that - and you defy labels or categories.

It's hard to pin you down, and that's what's fascinating about you.

You have the psychology of both a male and a female, and you can relate to anyone.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Sunday. ^^

2007-01-21T20:54:00.000+08:00

Choir practice as usual in the morning, ended at approximately 12pm (rather long a prac actually). I completed history work due next week at zhu's place and all. Tried to get Joyce's documents photocopied for tml but after searching all the shops in Kovan none seem to be open on a Sunday Afternoon. Went drumming afterwards saw all the familliar faces but besides that i met a new drummer friend, his name is Yong Zhi from NYP - and also knows ken (aka Kancai aka VOIDDD),
he's a decent enough a drummer lent him my sticks and we exchanged numbers. Decent drumming session for me i scored an A for Infinite EXT (lvl72), my achievement for the day i think.

Now talking to joyce on msn, watching her lame youtube video listening to jj's songs as well as playing cm, here's AMD duo core multitasking for u ^^. And now i'm quite bored, cause tml i got no one to study with since joyce is going back to xin min, should i go? lol. Dun care ba. And for now, its either Choir trip or revamp my room tata!

Event Fullllll

2007-01-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

Today's entry shall be full of calculations and numbers - money rather. But before i enter the world of mathematical calculations for the greater good of my intentions, here's a list of what I've done today.

Met zhu and hoe for breakfast and went for short drumming session.
stumbled upon factory outlet warehouse sale which we quickly returned after our journey to the east
Tampines IKEA price checklist done on site
Shopping at Warehouse sale!
Church and the usual

Yea and now back to mathematical culculations.
I've short listed a number of furniture i would like to purchase to revamp my room here goes:

Loftbed Tromso full double $299
Pax Wardrobe $285
Wardrobe Pax (50x50x236) $461 [optional]
SURLI mirror (20x20cm) $9.95 (4pcs)
Anonius Tregue Wall Shelf $34
Chris Cork pinboard $9
MOSES swivel chair $98
GALANT computer table $339
Arm Chair Pello $55
Fornbro Pedestal table $16.95
Lersta aluminium lamp $19

Grand Total : w/o optional $1164.95

I certainly hope my dad agrees i think i'll wait for my mummy to return before i say anything. At least got some backing of sorts haha. Besides my dad went crazy when he saw 2 G2000 shirts and a nike shirt on the table, its like worth $95 but then i paid only $34? haha after that then he can relax, he like gonna die of shock or something.

Hmm... Ok, i think this is all ba! -gone.

Weekends are here ^^

2007-01-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

Today was fine, long day long choir practice but its nothing. Not really tired and not exhausted just that the 15 rounds around the track and 10 grandstands after that kind of killed my leg a little today as i stood for hours during choir.

Ended late at about 7pm, 156 took some time, 53 took alot more time and i got hone only at 850? like wtf. But its ok, i can do homework tml or on sunday and study as well. Shall go Ikea and do some price checks and then make over my room with a budget lets just see what i can do. :)

My voice is in a really bad condition,
can't even sing pop songs omg.
Only can sing bass, some sop2 range and tenor2.
Shit la, but its still ok cause one of my juniors can't even sing a note
cause she lost her voice.

剩下没多少时间　让我再唱一首歌　给你　一过了今夜　世界就毁灭
我想我还有一天　可以学会如何来　爱你　在来不及以前　渴望来得及

闭上眼睛　忍住泪　别哭泣　末日前夕　请留在　我怀里
看　太阳暗去　月光失明　我只想牵你的指尖　绕地球最后一圈

黑夜降临　别害怕　我爱你　末日前夕　请留在　我怀里
我　在这世界最眷恋的事情　就是曾拥抱你 (多想永远拥抱你)

感受到什么在剧烈颤抖　是天空或者你的手
别让任何事情打断我看着你　最后一次看着你

Ups and Downs.

2007-01-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today is a really tiring day for me. Not that my timetable was on the crazy side, consideringi ended at 2pm it was decent enough. Lets see what went right and wrong.

I slept all the way before assembly, joyjoy was practically dead and i was stone so oh well it was resting time. Judgement: 3 Neutral
I stuffed a sandwich down my stomach before PE during HT period, shook it down with some water, and ran 15 rounds appx 5km, and 10 grandstands = jelly legs. Judgement: 2 slightly damaging to my enegry but woke me up alot for the rest of the day.
Ate normal food for break but who cares, i drank a whole lot. Judgement: Goodie! 4
School ended pretty quick as i was wide awake throughout all lessons, thanks to my genuis idea of, 1. Singing and tapping beats while taking notes and listening to be on the ball at all times 2. Sms-ing Ken to check out drum stick prices which left me in anticipation. Judgement: Excellent counter to my exhuastion from PE yea! 5
Ikea trip to Queenstown, visit at Ikea was good cause it entertained me and gave me ideas to improve my room and stuff, kind of inspiring. Judgement: 5 :)
Return was disastrous, 30mins waiting for taxi made me die. Bus ride plus 15mins more of taxi waiting made my dead body rot. The long taxi ride helped me rest but i was wet cause of the crazy thunderstorm at Queenstown. Judgement: 0 it was a booboo even though i kept my cool.
Drumming with my new Roy Haynes Hickory sticks by Ziljian was great! OMG my technique like improved by 1.5x ^^ amazing. Judgement: 5

Total Score : 22/35
The day passed with a percentage of 62% appx. Thats a B Grade.

SEE? my day wasn't bad after all! "U MUST BE POSITIVE!", Mr Issac Lim aka MONster Lim.
Alrite, letssszz do mathssszz ( i didn't), but i did econs. YAY! plus points judge! (nono Fabian are u retarded, thats like your ricebowl man do work!). Ok, had a nice chat with joyjoy hope she's feeling better yea, well ppl have their off days i guess we just have to 加油！and help each other out. ^^

Motivate me.

2007-01-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

Need to start revising math (trying to now), guess whats the outcome? Indefinite
Played drums, had any progress? It was decent enough.
Bored at night coz there's no homework overload? Play champoinship manager 03/04 like some antique computer game shop retailer.
Yearning to take up graphic design. Browse through weird computer books at amk popular.
Excited about choir tml? wtf? duh new juniors leh. XD
Miss rev0.gaming? Of course, thanks for everything Desolute, Viperfr@, Venomfr@, R2fast, Watashi, Pok, Fade, ||haru||, Sidewinder and also Team Checkmate! : Zach, Sin, Microblast, Jer, Cyberslayer(ex-rev0) and the ever cheerful Vadey. ^^ i miss u guys like shit, although we only made it to finals and won nothing it was a great experience, my first breakthrough to the gaming arena with a bang, thanks to u all. [naix-rev0.gaming aka fab]

Ok, just a little change in the way i put info across - a self made quiz to know how i feel at the moment as well as some random thoughts. The gaming part appeared coz i just talked to them for a bit on msn. And the studying part coz i got books and notes infront of me, but are aparrantly rotting in my face. Clocked 25 drummania songs, revised history lecture notes and arranged notes. I'm gonna try to do math now.
Jap food 2 days in a row :S

I'm so sian

2007-01-15T21:03:00.000+08:00

Did nothing much, revised history for a while only. I played mad blast lvl76 today steady pompipi can pass liao. Jun hoe very mean he say only if i can pass the gay nehnehpok lvl97 song then he will congratulate me siaosiao la. Liddat i rather do mathsss. Alritesss yesss everybody letsss do mathsss yes very goodsss!

Alrite enough of Mr Yee's inspirational speaking style. Hmmm... well i need to motivate myself now lol. Give myself more homework to do! I think i should just go jun hoe's house tml LOL. see how ba! tata!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Slacky Sunday

2007-01-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

I did study but i don't feel that sense of achievement lol. Maybe i was too sian not much mood to do work on a rainy Sunday.

drummania 14songs
Econs re-read and revised
Math minimal work done
GP reading done

I kind of like this bullet and numbering thing. lol. Its part of my laziness to not type so much. Its sort of a summary haha, short and sweet! Hmm.. i realised that i can get B and pass LvL 70+ songs on dm at other locations with alot more reduced lifebar span ^^

Besides that tml we'll be celebrating celine's birthday and well, its a sakae buffet and all :) i might go depends on what time i end and my mood and my money. oh well how nice to go broke on weekends. 开始懂了

normal saturday

2007-01-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

Its was an ordinary saturday.

Woke up ate breakfast and played com (mainly cause homework has already been done)
Went out Drumming/ Window shopping.
Church
Dinner with Mr leong, Sherman and John (excellent canto food ^^)
Cab back home at reduced fare XD

Ok, that pretty much sums up how my day went about.
and i'm left pondering on my thoughts, really sorting things out.

寬容

2007-01-13T08:50:00.000+08:00

     凌晨兩點半　你還在我身旁
    關上電話　我不想和誰再多說話
    愛著你的我　認真聽你說的每句話

    凌晨兩點半　你不在我身旁
    討厭自己　為何還要這樣的牽掛
    愛著你的我　無法隱瞞自己對你的想法

    你說你想要找個寬厚的肩膀
    問自己帶你到什麼地方
    看著明天　告訴我　你不會緊張
    跟著我　海角和天涯

    我說我想要找個避風的港灣
    謝謝你　陪我到任何地方
    你的寬容　還有我溫柔的包容
    沒有淚的夜晚　是天堂

Bored man...

2007-01-12T21:47:00.000+08:00

Orientation for choir was fun i guess, got to know some new JC1s which is good? haha. Hm... homework all done, no games to play i'm resorting to online web surfing to keep me entertained, omg damn bored. Okay, so far i know Adam, Lanz, Kenneth, Ernest, Geraldine, and that sore throat girl (nicole i think). Yay got more guys to gay le XD just joking! haha. I'm super bored choir was like sooo long. haix, drumming ftw. =)

ITS A ->Miracle<-

2007-01-11T19:41:00.000+08:00

I freaking Cleaned My Room! XD haha... And i'm so proud of it :)

Alrite i think that manymany people are like wondering whats gotten into me and stuff, i mean i shocked heyheyhey charmaine tay by doing my work at the study tables? lol like wtf? ok, anyway i just happened to get myself into the studying mood yea and thats pretty much it, i wanna make it to a uni. Besides, this lifestyle feels better i'm having fun as well but i don't worry about commitments anymore coz i'm more organised. ^^

I sure hope i can keep this up, i think i will set aside days for playing too, i'm after all a freaking player right? XD EXAMPLE ONLY! EXAMPLE ONLY! lol. okay, i'm not sure what i'll do tonight coz i already ate dinner, managed to complete the upheaval task of organising my 2006 rubbish. I mean i even completed my history homework which is due next week? wtf? haha. Maybe i should relax while i can :P i really want that ikea bed frame :'(

p.s and for those who think i'm some kind of mugger i'm not. how can a cat high guy who only makes it to cjc be a mugger? think again.

Bloodly hell

2007-01-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

I'm choinging homework nowadays and i don't know when i am gonna start real revision. I mean at least its a first step to finish homework early and listen to all lessons. Well, its a brand new lifestyle oh well lets just see how it goes.

Clocked : 25songs of drum mania

I finished GP, almost totally done with history SBQ. I'm left with packing my messy room strewn with books and stuff. As well as revision ZzZz -_-" alrite, choir was fine - but to go or not to go? i don't like making decisions although i know what i want.

God guide me.

i <3 School

2007-01-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

Or at least i'm trying to <3 style="color: black;">while doing history homwork! Was that fun or what? i'm lying shhh :P Besides that choir prac ( in our small group) was fine, and well just took up a little more of my time. Yep also got that lame 153 bus ride back with lao niang. oh wells.

Ok anyway i got down to business aka drumming (NOT HOMEWORK), clocked 20 songs today 5 less than monday. Striving to start getting A grades for my lvl 60+ songs. An S Grade for 50+. Yep today was quite enjoyable though, no retard small time ahbeng acting big time ahbeng trying to bully and push around a nerdy arcade car driver who pissed him off, and they eventually ended up fighting behind me while i was playing Homesick pt2&3 Ext, it was certainly a new experience. lol!

And there i've linked that retarded darling of mine to my blog and everything is pretty much done. Now i can Rel4X =X

Mondays rox

2007-01-08T18:28:00.000+08:00

ok mondays WILL rock untill choir begins having 1 3 5 practices. sian! Anyway, here is my report for the day. Upon reaching kovan at 130pm WOW! GASP! , i managed to have a nice lunch of xiao zhu chop with no hurry, photocopy math stuff, walk home shower. Finish topping up my geog essay with tons of words to bring it across the 2000word mark (some quality check of course) and then, enjoying my music on itunes!

And even more shocking i got my hair cut, and played 25 drum mania songs appx. reaching home at 630pm which is even earlier than cca days. What a nice day, hmm now i shall see which days of my timetable has nice early releases heheheheh =X

Yep and i'm really good at talking cock with Celine la, haha. I mean she's just so nice to gossip with - thats what i call 姐妹 quality! lol. Well, lets just say we really share alot of situations in common huh? haha. Thanks for the long talk darling lol. Lets hope i don't get slaughter by some ppl for using the forbidden word. XD

And upon realising that i totally forgot about my dear frens in class joyjoy, rosel, jojo & chris. Yes lessons wouldn't be as enjoyable without such nice ppl around. P.S Joyce finally showed her bimbotic side! Its so fun to see her tune down her IQ!
TaTA!

CCA Bazaar

2007-01-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

It was a busy day. And i still did my very best to pay attention to all lessons, and try to get my studying on the ball. i guess my success rate is like 90% coz 5mins of every lesson i will get distracted. hai, so useless rite?

40mins of PE killed me today. First lesson of geog bored the hell out of me although its my fav subject lol. Came home at 11pm no time to do anything much. Got lots of work to do. Chatted with Celine and Tiff. gave up on gaming. Gonna eat supper with mummy. tata :)

我会珍惜这一切。

Today is 2nd day!

2007-01-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

School is alrite today, spotted many familliar faces said hi to Geraldine (from church), and had a good time in school despite having to resume lessons for the 2nd day. Homework pretty much undone but i'm gonna clear it all. Deleted all my games. Ok thats just an overview. Prelude.

Ok, i had a close encounter with death today with the Crimson bolt striking the roof of the PAC (performing arts centre) while we were all partially exposed to the rain despite being under the roof. Yeap, sparks and all plus some tiles being struck off ended our session there for the moment. Tml's cca baazar, hope it goes well although the teachers are still idoitic morons.

LoL i'm taking hours to get everything blogged in here. I finished 2 econs mindmap 2day, and well over and done with stuff. Playing maple with joyjoy and listening to her brothers crap the hell out of her haha. Darn funny. hmm.. Listening to chinese pop XD back to my old favs.

Choir was fine today actually, quite alrite and pleasant but i dun judge quality just like that. Banner and all the admin stuff eventually got settled by some miraculous miracle. We had a meeting of sorts till 7pm though doing all the cca baazar stuff? ahahha. Anyway, i got the urge to manage a football team. Damn ferguson why do u inspire me so much with ur Man utd come back haha. thats good at least i can laugh at ah neh's chelsea now hahaha. ^^

Great! XD

2007-01-01T20:16:00.000+08:00

I got some work done today even though i didn't join the choir dudes today for homework session. Church ended at like 12pm and by the time i got over and done with my fatty Zinger meal, it was 130-2? i'm not too sure but i'm edging towards the finish line for the ajc paper! yes fabian is doing math! haha.

Today is not my day for dota man serious... died 4 times got ks-ed and no one thanked me for doing some damage for the 2 towers i downed. Hmm.. there u have it the gaming arena, when you're pro people be nice to u, people talk to u. Well, at least i'm still respected in css. But i don't give a shit, those losers just trying to get pros on their side, suck ups. heh. Freelance player i am now. I work for no one.

Ok, anyway i bought this new anime to watch. Should have seen the look on joyce's face. Priceless. =D but back to the anime, its called SAMURAI CHAMPLOO, its a little odd for a title but anyways its darn good, 4 episodes cleared already and the artist is a genius, i love u superb anime artists whoever u are! lol.

Alrite, more work to be done so little time, i guess this is just a prelude to whats gonna happen to me this coming year.

"Wah so sad ar, new years day leh i going to do work?"-MooMoo Gabriel Cheow

Yeap thanks ex-cat high senior cum church choir dude/current army boy for rubbing it in. But yes homework needs to be done. Looks like nxt year i'll be muggin with jojo joyce and rosel. Cool shit, disgusting but interesting as hell. :)

Hols coming to an end

2006-12-31T23:05:00.000+08:00

Ok, the hols have definitely been good. I give my hols 10/10. but my homework 3/10 LOL. oh well, what to do.. at least both grades average a pass :P Here we go last entry for 2006. I felt obligated coz i went blog surfin and tadah loads of entries for the coming new year and all.

This year has been really really happenning, amazing stuff happened and unpleasant ones as well. Well, lets just put it simply - my life is complicated. haha. But at the very least i'm contented. Not contented with what i've done, my achievements and all, but rather with life. At least i got to know myself and God better. I don't really believe in new year resolutions but, i'm just seeking to better myself, and let God do the rest :)

With all the decisions made this year, i always insist that i do not regret my decisions, and well i'm still sticking to it. As long as i grow and learn, any decision any outcome is good to me. So many complications this year even toward the end, they're constantly swarming me - pretty much simillar to a dota gangbang. And it affects me a little i guess. Not like a 1150dmg laguna blade with a scepter but well, u get the point. Like a small pinch of chain lightning harassing me constantly. Enuff of dota lingo then, but yea i'll try to settle things at my level best and hope people don't shoot me- for the headshot just coz my head looks tasty.

Ok, i had a good new years eve doing math thanks to joyjoy, who never fails to get me in the studying mode. Although not productive but its a start! :) hmm.. ok, i guess i'll stop here. More work tml haix.. busybusy!

Back Again.. :)

2006-12-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

Alrite this time i'm back from my KL trip which was nothing short of enjoyment, shopping as well as prayer. Well, we visited Sunway Lagoon and Berjaya Time Square. Did some shopping at China Town, and in total i bought a total of 3belts 2shirts 1 shoe and 1 bottle for my dad, mum and I. ^^

Besides all that, i really had a great time with all the company i had, especially cheryl and Aunty Mary. Well, lots of people still think that theres SoMeThInG going on but haha... slowly guess and make a fool of yourself ba!

I got emotional today when we started singing all our own musical and old songs from many years back, on our way back to S'pore. I didn't know why, but well to sum it up, this choir is irreplacable. Not only the choir itself but its people and of course the choir master.

And quietly i weeped tears of joy :)
You can have all this world, but give me Jesus.

bored.

2006-12-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

Ok, it was really fun helping out at the child centre, no doubt they were cuter than Qi Min :P Bryan, James Bond and Tom Cruise all so adorable. We took lots of pics and the one with Tom Cruise in there was in my opinion the cutest one! haha.

Went to Ms Lee's house for thanksgiving party. Nothing much really, just getting together but it was nice nontheless. We'll i could almost walk home from there, but we went to Heartland Mall to have dinner b4 going home. Lots of laughter and fun, not to miss out on the gossips too! :P alrite tml is another long day in church. Nites!

Entire day at church.

2006-12-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

Ok, my day started at 9am and ended at 9pm.
choir practice-> retreat preparation-> penitential service
totally exhausting la. anyway tml still have to go for choir cip, i hope to make the best out of it although i am shy ( which some people refuse to believe -_- )

I went to the dm 9 th mix machine at my house and attempted playing for fun and a little freestyle. Coz the machine is like dying, pad conditions are getting horrendous. So i guess this might just be my last time playing there. I shall go hougang mall from now on! :P

Well thats it i guess, off for cip tml and well hope everything goes well ^^

Bball again... then geog resources.. and arcade -_-

2006-12-12T20:55:00.000+08:00

Ok! 11am bball, 3pm at library sourcing for geog resource, 5pm arcade 8pm home with dinner. Damn i'm getting bored of everything, i wanna get some work done but its such a fuss, i have choir stuff to do, both church and school. Besides, what makes u think i can ever get math done? damn.

Sick of cs a little, and a little bored with dota. Why i must say i'm bored about gaming for once! be proud of me my friends. Anyway luckily my KL trip/retreat is coming soon. 17th come on! just a little closer ^^

slowly but painfully

2006-12-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

Prague/Vienna trip was great despite all the lame things teachers do, it was priceless i can say. Not gonna go on a 10day prague trip rampage, but well i got myself a watch and a new rosary :P its pretty nice XD

slowly but painfully,
我渐渐地把你忘了。

alright, i went to play bball with the choir people today. Really, it was no mistake to join choir. At least i can click well with them i guess. We played pool and then eventually to the arcade. Damn Sam is good at para para :D hmmm ok thats all for now i guess.

让我有足够的勇气，
慢慢地把爱放开，
也许你会过得开心多。

HAHA synergy fucks trying to act big after we suan them lol.

2006-11-16T16:24:00.000+08:00

Seriously they are like little ah bengs. So small then still kpkb lol nth to say. Sadly i'm too lazy to upload screenshots that i took. lol. at first was like, eh rev0 why u not happy ar, sub only. lol pls they had like 30scrims and zach also said that they leave everyone of those tt they were losing lol. zach i <3 u! ^^

Ok, yes i've vented all these nonsense out! wahaha. new blogger seems nice at least on the surface lol. :P today is like totally boring seriously. i have nothing to do, and zhu has piano so i can't go eat buffet with her -_- zzz. alrite i guess tts pretty much it.

我终于为你而哭了。

totally monotone.

2006-11-12T20:04:00.000+08:00

My life is like repetitive despite being the hols. I'm not saying that its not meaningful, but i might wanna do something diff perhaps. LOL, maybe i'm just too busy. Choir, Church, School(pw is OVER ^^), and then Prague is coming, and gxl is in full drive(not forgetting acsl as well -_-") yep a whole lot of counterstrike competitions and also choir stuff. Darn hols have always been like this, i need abit more breathing space. Besides that everything is OK. I guess, had a heart to heart talk with a close friend i guess, its been a long time since we've talked but yea, thanks for really sharing and stuff. U're great :)

Cya!

Bday came and left.

2006-11-10T09:44:00.000+08:00

18 now =X after the 8th of nov. Damn i'm like getting old ZzZz... But anyways, Anne told me she got me something, Joyce too and the only people that already gave me a present is zhu and hoe XD a pink shirt! thanks! ^^

PW's OP was finally over after yesterday. It sure took a long time... but anyway, i think our group did the best job among all despite being average in class =X ok, i'm just happy that we did okay ya? hope we get a good grade ^^ cya!

Choir is OK after all XD

2006-11-06T22:56:00.000+08:00

Ok, i just had to use some funny title to start off and yea, choir is ok, at least i joined it at the advancement stage :)Its like the most enjoyable stage whereby, people react when being pushed and the respond with more flexibility coz they are more seasoned singers.

Ok, Op is getting on my nerves la, its like spoiling my time! NUUUUU! and my birthday too! Today Sondra walked by and said hi! ur birthday coming soon right? i know! and i was like -_-" ok wad a way to start a convo so suddenly XD

Anyways my rappel character is like lvl18 now, gotta up it to 20 or smth! yea.. then i can use breeder for major tanking usage! =X gotta move to asura and stuff start gaying with quests. yeps :P tts all for now, hope gxl performances will be better! :)

A norm day with chinese a's

2006-11-03T19:14:00.000+08:00

Yes, Chinese A's was just plain chinese. I just got over and done with it and took short naps :) I'll get thru it no probs! Now, i really have to excercise and get my tummy trimmed as well as getting my tan back -_-" i'm officially getting whiter! Darn!
Anyway, choir was pleasant, not as great as the times back at cat high but it was decent at least. We're imrpoving and thats great. Tmls gonna be a busy day cya!

Have u been trying to be someone u are not? Do u realise?

Playing Rappelz

2006-11-02T13:26:00.000+08:00

Omg Rappelz is damn fun, its some gay mmorpg which is like 1GB big and well, the graphics are damn good for a free mmorpg online. Besides gameplay is pretty good too :) i'm currently lvl 8 job lvl 5 :) haha. gonna catch up soon to job advance! BACK TO GAMING MUAHAHAHA.

sorry all for gaming so much recently, my compy has begun and competition is tough considering all powerhouses from 1.6 and source are in the compy. Really sry to u bout that day. :(

Recovering/gxl begins

2006-11-01T18:45:00.000+08:00

There u have it our first 2 matches for gxl, XTC1 and [A]ttitude!.4U haha.. not weak teams but very beatable, we've beaten attitude b4 anyway. Alrite, time to pwn in the damn league and bring my gaming level to international standard to win the compy :)

Besides that, i'm already recovering well from my stupid illness of sorts. Can sing a lil better too! :P okay chinese a's is like 2days away but u know what heck it! LOL as if there's anything to study in th first place XD i'll go off for now! bb!

sick.

2006-10-28T09:20:00.000+08:00

Omg la, I just feel sick. I felt wierd after last nites exa match and after talking to trishy, I was really damn tired. I don't think i can go over to do PW with my group but I'll just do all the powerpoint slides from home and perhaps send nat my speech from home too. Just took some sucky medicine. Yea, i guess i'll get on with work now cya!

last day of sch !

2006-10-26T19:06:00.000+08:00

Yep, officially its the last day of school but yea, theres still pw and chinese A's. -_-" it just never ends does it. Anyway, for todays ceremony i sung! XD and yes probably the hordes of people who have been pestering me to sing would be erm, how do i put it satisfied. Its really irritating to have people asking u to sing all day, i mean i'm no juke box neither am i a pro star with fans i have to appease. Ok, i think we as a quartet did fairly OK. haha. It was just OK.

Then, i just checked and GXL02 has like 16 source teams already :) thats darn fun man :) and it means that the no. of source teams are increasing! THATS GOOD! yes, and before i forget, our class own the best class of cjc 06 today. I collected it in the most dramatic manner ever. I was in the stands above everyone after my performance and i dashed down immediately after hey annouced, down the flight of stairs and thru the main doors of the audi, and thru the middle and up on stage - almost breathless, only to see Mrs Tan stroll up nicely to collect it with me. haha. alrite, i guess thats all for now! and congrats to tingwei who got his com repaired :)

life w/o exams

2006-10-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

Ok, besides being pressured by pw and the ever so irritating Chinese, life has been OK. I just played another 3 hrs of DotA at speedy, 2 matches in all. Well, a score of 4/3 9/16 isn't so bad eh for starters. And well being scourage almost equates to losing most of the time -_-" anyway, i got back home, ate yoshinoya, and now preparing for Cs training. Darn i'm so going to get fat la, eat and game and movies and arcade. WTF. my body = GG. maybe i'll find some time to swim and stuff. I HATE running. untill then... bb!

你

2006-10-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

只要你相信一定不会有事的，我相信你可以克服面对的困难。如果你需要一个人给你打气，我在。

thoughts.

2006-10-18T18:18:00.000+08:00

And it dawned upon me that, sometimes people really just don't seem like who they are, or how u deem them to be. Being a person who easily gives trust in others, and hoping for a similar return usually, is futile. Blame it on no singular being, things are just the way they are.

Well, we've qualified for ACSL and competing in GXL as well. Tough gaming life eh? well at least i have my achievements in this field. I'm a failure in some ways but who cares anymore? I don't. Today we had a really weird choir thrashing out session, well its a new experience, considering a completely different choir background ( plus my stupid illustrious history in choir).

I wanna watch deathnote and stuff.. lol ok that was random but yea, another movie to watch. :) I will enjoy my life as it is, with God.

POST EXAM

2006-10-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

1. GXL CS : SOURCE going for the top prize :)
2. Leisure gaming : Dota Audition etcetc.
3. Choirs and all sorts of singing.
4. Get back my damn tan! [ I'm getting white! :O ]

Ok, i shall just elaborate briefly on promos. I got CSSSU (counterstrikesourcesuperultimate)its not too lousy considered gaming was still one of my top priority. Anyway, open house for lots of JC's is today and yea, glad to see Ming Xuan and Gilbert coming over to take a look. Looks like they'll be my juniors once again XD

Hmm.. ok I'm updating my warcraft 3 to play dota on bnet. :S ok i know dota is outdated as i said so. But i Chong Chu Jiang Hu cannot meh? =X Tml got CS lan match somemore. But i think i'll do fine, coz if i dun play today my hunger to play and play well will be more tomorrow :P Checkmate! plus vade(chubbchubb) u guys watch out tml! XD

Its almost totally over! XD

2006-10-07T08:47:00.000+08:00

H1 week is done with and i'm totally hooked to pangya and css haha. After css-ing last nite kang seng and I still panya-ed till 1am! so fun! haha. Well, tonihgt i have Cs training and yea, for Sunday's lan match, i certainly hope we will do well, i believe we will :) deso(kangseng),fade(justin),viper(nick),r2fast(ck),naix(me :P) all the way! :)

Anyways ,fade and I are like meeting in the morn to study ya. LOL. My history is totally GG lor.. oh well like i never retain b4 liddat.. -_-" its just too sad studying is stil part of my disgusting life. Not tt my life sucks, just tt its the disgusting part of it XD

我明白，
对不起过去几天
心情那么差。
这友情我会珍惜，
但，
等待是我的选择 :)

fuck it

2006-10-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

我的心理有一个战争，是对是错，该还是不该，我以分不清。
Now, h1 exams are coming and i'm so darned not prepared for it. Will i pass or wll i fail? It doesn't really matter anymore. There are just too any thoughts on my mind to bother le. Gxl is coming, so are the post exam activities. As well as the dreaded results. Sigh.
我多么希望我能够永远年轻，好想回到过去。
希望能过得像以前那么自在。

what now?

2006-09-29T20:13:00.000+08:00

A little lost. I don't know what i'm doing now, i'm left with history and so? do i study for it? duh. anyway, maybe my life now is so relaxing that this sudden switch makes me uncomfortable. maybe its my emo mood today, i don't know. Well see how it goes... God pls lend me ur guiding hand...

已经过去了！

2006-09-28T10:02:00.000+08:00

Yes! ITs over! haha. AnD nOW! its time to resume my gaming lifestyle, which includes arcade and online, plus some shopping to be done :) bought some new clothes recently with joyjoy and joan. Then we ate fish and co. The service is good and the food is great! XD cost us a bomb though. Today we're playing pool too! and i'll be drumming first b4 i meet up with joyjoy and eddie. hmm.. hope today will be just as fun! :P

等待:)

I'M SO SORRY JAV!

2006-09-19T20:47:00.000+08:00

OH NO! Its Javian aka yuiho's last day in sg today sobz, and he's returning to brunei and man, we were friends for almost a year but i'm so gonna miss him. All the css matches and all the sushi we ate. Man i wonder how joan will take it without him, hmm.. its just such a pity he has to go off to Melborne to study.

The funny thing is, he'll be playing for the aussies against singapore in the asian open for css! XD damn revo's not playing that noob synergy is playing jus coz they're tyco. Better ask Jav to publicise revo or smth. Sigh, how time flies huh? and i dun even give a damn bout promos, really, and i still feel very bad for not remembering to send him off. :( goodbye my friend and take care.

It has already started.

2006-09-18T18:59:00.000+08:00

But i don't really care. Why? I'm back to my cat high me again unlike som people who are hypocrites when i study i make it known... and when i slack i really slack. Oh well. GP was OK today, i think i'll do ok. Tml is econs and although i have done some preparation of sorts, i have this feeling i'm gonna flunk. Oh wadeva.

The only 2 subjects i'm confident of passing is now my stupid geog and history. I solemmly tell u, i'm lost. I have no idea whats gonna happen, if i'm gonna fail let it be, if i'm gonna pass thank god. Really, Fabian + Exams = Disaster it never NEVER works out.